Jan 20, 2009: Thank God It's Friday

Rhiezel R. Areola, RN..

woooooh.. I MADE IT.. REGISTERED NURSE NA KO.. yebaaaa.. hahahaha.. so darn happy.. grabe.. sobrang saya ng feeling.. :))

paano ko nalaman?.. i was typing my lil brother's project (eleven-ish am).. nang biglang mag-ring ang telepono.. i was expecting na si kuya kase i-che-check kung nasundo at napasa na proj.. hindi ko mabosesan kung sino.. nagulat ako.. it was JEPH.. na nagdadala ng balita.. at sabing "Chi, out na ang results.. dina-download ko na.." waaaaaaaah.. TACHYCARDIA ako.. sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko na halos naririnig ko na ata siya.. ngayon lang ata ako naka-ramdam ng ganung heartbeat.. so pagkababa nung fone.. punta agad ako ng PinoyBSN.. pero di ko ma-download yung page.. siguro sobrang dami ng nag-da-download that time.. hahahaha.. so nag-google na lang ako.. at ayun.. nakita ko ang link.. habang nag-lo-load yung page.. ang dami ko ng iniisip.. naiiyak at nanginginig na ako nun.. pagka-load ng page.. hinanap ko agad yung AR.. super kaba.. at naiyak ako sa nakita ko..

2955 AREOLA, RHIEZEL REBAULA..

woooooh.. naiyak ako bigla.. super iyak.. tinext ko pa tuloy si Jeph na i-check yung name ko kase sa ibang website ko siya nakita eh.. [baka kase mali di ba?.. hahaha..] tas yun.. nag-reply siya.. at confirmed.. PASADO NA KO.. woooooh.. hahahaha..

di ko alam ang una kong gagawin.. nalilito ako.. umiiyak, nanginginig, at nanlalamig ako.. gusto kong sumigay ng malakas na malakas na malakas.. pero ang una kong ginawa.. NAGPA-LOAD.. hahahaha.. gusto ko kase si Mamie ang unang maka-alam.. eh pagtawag ko.. ayun.. Voicemail.. hahahaha.. pero nag-try pa din ako ng hundred times.. ayun.. wala pa din.. kaya si kuya na lang muna ang tinawagan ko..

ME: kuyaaaa.. pasado ako.. *cry*
KUYA: ano ano?.. [maingay ata sa office nun eh.. hahaha..]
ME: pasado na ko..
KUYA: wow.. ang galing.. congrats..
ME: hahaha.. *cry* salamat salamat.. tinatawagan ko si maam eh voicemail eh..
KUYA: cge cge.. dyan na lang ako celebrate bukas.. [bday nya kc nung thursday.. pero bukas pa ang celeb at hindi dito sa bahay..]
ME: cgecge.. tawagan ko muna si mama.. babay..

after namin mag-usap ni kuya.. nagtext pa cya..
KUYA: "wow.. congrats.. galing mo naman.. magcelebrate na lang tayo ng hiwalay.. galing galing naman.. magsimba ka ah.. sunduin mo na si jass.."

di pa din ako nag-g-GM nun.. kase gusto ko.. La Familia muna una makaalam.. hahahaha.. so try try pa ako kay mamie.. ayun sa wakas.. na-contact ko din.. twas 1:41 am sa kanila..

ME: mama.. pasado ako.. *crying*
MAMA: wow anak.. really?.. thank God.. [at iyak na ng iyak si mama.. haha..] Congrats anak ko.. im so proud of you..
ME: opo ma.. salamat po.. *crying*
MAMA: God is so good to us anak.. magpasalamat ka sa kanya anak..
ME: opo ma.. magsi-simba po ako bukas..
MAHABANG DISKUSYON NA ANG SUMUNOD NA NAGANAP.. nagdasal pa kami sa telepono.. hehehe.. at gusto pa ata ni mama eh ora mismo ang handaan.. eh sabi ko.. sa outh taking na lang.. pero mapilit.. maghanda daw kahit kaunti.. hahahaha..

after namin magusap ni mamie.. ay saka pa lang ako ng-GM.. at dinagsa ako ng mga text mula sa mga kaibigan.. hahaha.. haaaay.. isa sa masasayang araw ko ito.. ang saya saya ko talaga..

GUSTO KONG MAGPASALAMAT:

• kay mamie, kuya ain, at jass.. salamat sa suporta ninyo sa akin.. mahal ko kayo.. para sa atin to.. :))
• sa relatives ko.. na sobrang nagagalak sa pag-pasa ko.. salamat po sa inyo..
• sa mga taong naniniwala sa akin.. salamat sa tiwala ninyo na makakapasa ako.. kahit na nanawalan na ko ng pag-asa.. pinapalakas nyo ang loob ko..
• sa mga nagdadasal para sa akin.. maraming salamat sa prayers ninyo..
• sa KONTIL CORP., Anne, Jeph, Pau, Grace, Kleng, Lyssa, Cath, Jessel.. salamat sa inyo.. loveyou so much guys.. INOM NA TO.. hahaha..
• sa mga kaibigan ko.. mahal ko kayo.. :))
• sa FEU.. kahit na hindi ako dyan grumadweyt.. ayos lang.. hahaha.. salamat pa din sa mga professors at mga naging mentors ko dyan.. :))
• sa PERPS Manila.. kahit na madami akong reklamo sa school na to.. marami pa din akong natutunan dito.. ito ang humubog ng aking nursing career.. hahaha.. hanep.. salamat sa mga professors at mentors.. at kay Dean Gablan.. :))
  
• sa MERGE.. salamat sa knowledge na nao-share nyo.. marami akong natutunan sa review na nun ko lang nalaman.. salamat kina Doc Divine, Reviewers [especially Sir Budek], RA's [Ate kimmie, Kuya Henry, Thea, Donnie].. salamat ng marami.. proud to be a MERGE BABY..
  
• sa mga bumati sa akin.. salamat at masaya kayo para sa akin..
• sa mga hindi pa bumabati.. pwede ka pang humabol.. hahaha..
• sa mga kapwa ko nakapasa.. CONGRATS.. huwag kalimutang magpasalamat sa mga taong tumulong sa atin.. at kay papa God empre..
• sa mga hindi pinalad.. hindi alam kung ano ang dapat sabihin.. pero tayo’y magdasal.. walang imposible sa kanya.. may ibang pagkakataon pa..
• sa mga online friends ko.. salamat sa inyo.. kahit online lang tayo nagkakilala.. amsaya ako dahil nakilala ko kayo.. sana mameet ko kayong lahat soon.. :))
• sa mga sponsors ko.. wahahaha.. ASA.. sponsors pa gusto.. hahaha..
• sa Bayani at Manuel Clan, thankyou so much.. miss ko na po kayo.. hope to see you soon.. lovelots.. :))
• at sa pinakamakapangyarihan sa lahat.. Lord, thank you so much.. sobrang salamat po sa lahat ng biayayng ibinibigay ninyo sa akin at sa family ko.. kung hindi dahil sa inyo.. hindi ko po ito mararating.. EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE WITH GOD.. Amen.. :))

muli.. maraming salamat sa lahat.. isa sa pinakamasayang araw ko.. Thank God it's Friday.. He is really good.. Praise God.. :))

Valentine's 2009: Dilemma

Yesterday, February 14, 2009, Valentine's Day, was such the hardest, loneliest, and most difficult Valentine's Day for me.. i don't know why.. maybe because im alone?.. but come to think of it.. valentine's last year, i was alone too.. but this one's different..

valentine's last year, we're not together.. yet, there's still a chance for us.. we still have communication and all.. but now.. we're not together.. and there's no more chance for us.. [ok.. im holding back my tears.. im trying not to cry..]

yesterday.. i was expecting a gift from him.. how hypocrite i was right?.. a gift to make up.. to console me.. to ask for forgiveness.. yet, there's none.. i only got disappointment.. which i always get from him.. he is really good at giving me disappointments and frustrations.. somehow, i wished i never met him.. he made me this.. alone, lonely, and aloof.. before, i have no friends.. hindi naman bawal.. pero, he's suspicious specially guys.. [even in online games i can't add friends] i can't go out.. i got a feeling that he's holding me back.. hindi ko na tuloy kilala ang sarili ko.. now.. im really lucky i regained my friends.. and i earned friends.. i can go out whenever, wherever, and whoever im with.. im not alone any more.. but still, i feel the "emptyness"..

a friend asked.. "mag-isip ka ng mga magagandang ginawa nya sa yo".. and i was surprised.. i had a hard time thinking.. wala akong maisip.. seriously.. it took me a while.. and the only thing i said was "mabait naman cya eh".. it was even far from the question.. ghad.. i can't think of any at that time.. i just told them, "siguro sa sobrang dami ng masasamang ginawa nya sa akin.. na-mask na nun ang mga good things kaya wala ako maisip.." the wound is still there.. and somehow, it keeps on healing..

valentine's day is said to be single's awareness day din daw.. so ayun.. muni muni na lang ang ginawa ko.. i tried locking myself inside the closet.. seriously.. it was the plan.. to lock myself the whole day.. my friends said naloloka na daw ako.. hahaha.. but i think, that's my haveb that day.. away from all the valentine's related stuffs.. but i failed.. di ko kinaya.. less than an hour pa nga lang ata.. hahaha.. ayun.. paglabas ko ng closet.. naisip ko.. walang mangyayare sa kin.. so i decided to play na lang.. went online and tried to be happy..

i tried to be happy and unaffected for my friends.. im happy for those who are inlove.. im glad they've met the person they want to be with.. i just wish they won't hurt each other.. and love each other eternally.. hehehe.. i sent an ecard for my mom, tito rene [mom's date], and lola dora [mom's employer].. and with message of love.. hihi.. kuya doesn't have a date too.. he went to his dentist and bought a pancit malabon for us.. hehe..

so to cap off.. valentine's day was a not-so-good day for me.. but i guess the coming days will be better.. im single and trying to be happy.. im a wonderful and positive person.. im full of life.. and lots of love to give.. i'll just try to enjoy every single day being single.. hehehe..

to couples: love one another.. respect and trust each other.. have a open communication.. and stay inlove.. :) i hope to have a better half soon.. *wink*
to singles: don't be sad.. i know God has better plan for us.. with someone much BETTER OR THE BEST than what/who we had.. mwah..

--xoxo--

Colorgenic Result: Amazing

i saw jeph's post regarding Colorgenic.. so i tried it din.. hahaha.. shocked, surprized, and amazed by the results.. just pick a color and it will tell you your personality/ how are you feeling.. MOSTLY true.. try it for yourself too.. :))

here's my result.. hahaha.. :)

Name: chichi
Date: 2/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13542607

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.


try it.. :))

Quarantine and Fun Sunday

"Hello there my dear Merge Babies,

Just want to share, that for those who took the NOVEMBER 2008 NURSE LICENSURE examination, BON will start their "quarantine" tomorrow, wherein the checking of answer sheets will start which eventually have the deliberation and finally the release of successful examinees. Estimated it will be minimum 12 days, and we based this one with previous board results.

We are praying so hard to a POSITIVE, and SUCCESSFUL results especially to our dear merge babies.

Countdown begins tomorrow and let us join hands in offering our prayers to the ONE WHO KNOWS what is BEST for all of us.

God bless,

Doc Merge"

whew.. i got this first through text.. pero kanina ko lang nabasa sa Bulletin.. grabe.. kinakabahan na ko.. huhuhu.. kaya nung mag-aya c jeph na mag-inom/meet/lumabas.. game ako agad.. to release the tension ba.. hahaha.. it was a joke at first.. pero nung game na kame, [me, paw, jeph, jessel] ayun.. natuloy din.. too bad hindi kumpleto ang KONTIL Family.. ang iba ay nasa probinsya [grace, lyssa, kleng], pero si boss anne at cath andito sa manila pero hindi nakasama.. hahaha..

so yun.. apat lang kame nung una.. pero ayun.. nadagdagan ng isa.. hahaha..super na-miss ko sila.. kaya 5am na ko nakaalis don.. hahaha.. it was fun.. puro kwento at tawa.. SURPRISINGLY, lahat kami ay naka-black.. BLACK VALENTINE AGAIN?.. hahaha.. hindi namin pinagisipan.. pero lahat kame ay naka-black.. plus lahat kame ay STATUS: SINGLE.. hahaha..

supper happy ako.. dahil kahit papaano, hindi ko naramdamang sad ako.. kahit isang araw lang.. nakalimutan ko yung "anger + sadness + hatred feeling" towards a CERTAIN PERSON.. i wanna call him names.. but i choose not to.. if making fun of me made him smile/ laugh?.. totally absolutely fine.. even if at my own expense.. he didn't know.. he made fun, not only me.. but my family as well.. NGAYON, GISING NA KO.. GISING NA GISING NA KO.. hahaha..

well enough of stupidity.. hahaha.. at least now, im happy with my friends.. FRIENDS DO PICK YOU UP WHEN ALCOHOL AND LOVE LET YOU DOWN.. so lucky to have them.. the countdown starts now.. 12 days from now.. the results are up.. im staying POSITIVE.. keeping my FINGERS CROSSED.. HOPING and WISHING.. please do pray for me.. hehehe..

thanx for reading.. i love my family.. i love my friends.. and i love myself.. :)

PS: kung binabasa mo man to.. ibalita mo na dun sa "friend" mo.. haha.. lol..

February 01, 2008: Melodrama

in as much as i want to write a blog lately and today.. i can't function really well.. there's a big mess at home, im literally sick [fever], the nearly result of board exam gives me a pounding and irritating heartbeat, and the upcoming Valentine's Day makes me really sick.. i want to stay happy and positive.. so there.. i can't make this blog sensible enough.. i just want to share to you that the EHEADS CONCERT PART 2 tickets are now accessible.. and they are soooooooo mahal.. too bad i can't afford the VIP pass.. and that made me sad..

here's the seat plan and seat ticket price..

VIP (FREE STANDING) (Free Seating) - - - 5000
GOLD (FREE STANDING) (Free Seating) - - - 3000
SILVER (FREE STANDING) (Free Seating) - - - 1300
BRONZE (FREE STANDING) (Free Seating) - - - 300
source: http://www.ticketnet.com.ph/2006/detail.php?eid=1048&res=Y

so yan.. i gave you the idea of the seats and price.. so if you wanna come.. go and buy your tickets now..

PS: my LSS song this week: Poker Face by Lady Gaga.. try to listen to it.. ;)

Odd: 10 Steps/Tips to be a Better Couple

this is really odd.. bakit ko nga kaya to ipo-post.. eh wala naman akong boyfriend.. silly.. anyways.. this is for those who are inlove/ in a relationship right now.. (i sort of envy you.. hmp)


1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn your partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give your gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnight with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so you're gonna have to do with what your guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what you are. There is more to your partner than what meets the eye.


2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not your fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each others feelings. Learn to express yourself better so that your partner understands what you're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When you stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.


3. Do stuff together. [na-miss ko ata to?.. i mean di ko na-experience.. haha..]
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve yourselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or just strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccer with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts you to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if your gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If you're spending more time with your friends rather than with your partner, it's a warning sign that you're drifting apart!!!


4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, you shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep your room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.


5. Show your love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now and then, even if u have been together for years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him.. so heknows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.


6. Respect each other. [GRRR.. Hey you.. Keep this in mind!]
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is you love to laugh at. Ask yourself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.


7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about you and your ex to your guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that you had with your ex or mention about her in your every other sentence as it would make your gal feel un-happy and she might think that you saying all this b'coz u are going to get back with your ex or not interested in her anymore.


8. Sit on your jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If you're going to go through your partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, you know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust your partner; love has to have trust in it.


9. Keep your commitments to each other.
If your partner is standing you up all the time and canceling dates and breaking promises, you need to talk! If you're in a relationship, make your partner your priority and don't disappoint them if you can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take you to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises you can't keep. If your partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to you, youu may just lose him/her.


10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing your feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When you're hurt, say so, and when you're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with your partner, who can u be honest with? If Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where honesty doesn't exists probably it isn't worth it!


CANT BELIEVE THIS.. grrrr.. this made me SAD.. darn..

Newest Addiction: American Idol Season 8

American Idol is up.. and now it's on 8th season.. woah.. never thought i would be addicted to it.. im not a fan kase.. but i was surprised when i found myself enjoying the show.. hahaha.. and i have my FAVORITE na.. hahaha.. super boring ng mga palabas nung araw na yun.. kaya palipat lipat ako ng channel sa tv.. tas na steady na cya sa QTV nung makita kong start na ng American Idol.. hehehe..

and my SUPER FAVORITE?.. meet CASEY CARLSON of Kansas City.. hahahaha..


isn't it she's hot?.. hahaha.. she sang "A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton.. super cute nya.. hahaha.. parang ang bubbly pa nya.. at first.. nakikita ko sa kanya si Mandy Moore because of the facial expressions.. and the lip curves.. hehehe.. ALSO.. she's American Idol Bikini Girl.. parang model ata cya ng bikini and yung proceeds will go to Breast Cancer Group.. oh di ba.. beauty+good heart+sexy+talent= almost perfect.. i sooooper like her.. :)

well.. here's the video.. you might as well agree with me pag napanood nyo.. i think.. SIMON really liked her.. hehehehe.. parang lumiwanag yung face nya when Casey started singing.. ENJOY.. totally love her.. hahaha..